Sunday, November 27, 2005
i'm begiNnin t0 haTe mYself.. i wiSh i kNew y..
u juS lykE g0 thRu a pacE in lifE weR u feel n01 uNderStaNds u..
i'm keEpiN myself pre0ccupiEd wiT e tiNgs i luv t0 d0..
daNcin,eatiN..buT i'm misSin 0ut sumthiN..
chilliN at staRbuckS wiT my peEps n driNkin r0ot beEr..
l0okiN back, th0sE weRe e daeS man..
eveN familY pr0bs caN b puT asidE..
n i neEd n0t puT a fakE smile i d0 n0wadeS..
gr0wiN up aiNt eaSy..
n gettiN e tiNgs u reallY waN e m0st..
u caN juS drEam b0ut iT..
i'm nt gettiN aNyweR neaR deR..
m0re lykE i'm gettiN rebelli0us each daY..
d0n blamE me.. wiT pareNts which d0n undeRstand u,
wh0 d0n tRust u n tiNk u d0 all th0sE s0rt 0f tiNgs 0utsidE..
life'S prettY suckY..
n0t t0 meNti0n, a pr0b which wil dwell til e daY i gRaduatE..
i'vE madE up mY miNd. tiS is n0t e waY i'm g0n b hapPy.
i wil and am g0Nna puT U asidE.. i luv u, buT aS a freN.
n0thiN m0rE. i'm sayiN g0odbyE. feR i n0e, i'll b happieR with0ut u.
i'm s0rRy i gavE e letteR. buT i hav n0 regRets. feR i n0e n0w,
uR a guY wh0 caN NEVER make up uR mind. plS d0.
maYb 0ne daY u wil aSk uRself e qN i aSked myself..
'wad r we?/wad weRe we?'
0h well..hugS t0 all wh0 haS beeN deR feR me..
eSpeciallY mama,sYix & aiN.. luv ya..
back t0 daNcin feR me.. watch 0ut feR 11 dEc,j.e libRary level 4 k.. ;)pS:fleSh imp anNi paRty 0n 7 dEc @ z0uk heRe i cum.. [fiNally! thNx JJ 4 e iNviteS]
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