"God seNd mE aN aNgel, From the hEaveNs ab0ve, seNd mE aN aNgel t0 hEal my br0keN heaRt From being iN l0ve.. 'CauSe all I do iS cRy God seNd me aN aNgel To wipE the teaRs from my eYes"
if 0nly it waS tT easY. keEp pRayiN. g0d wil heaR u 0ne daY. feR ma sweEtz wh0 iS g0iN thRu a r0ugh paTch to0, mY eNtry 0f jaN 2,iS feR u.. liSteN t0 uR heaRt. sumtimeS,we havTa makE sacRificeS. n0 matteR h0w haRd iT iS. cuz u waNt e besT feR b0th paRtieS. huRt iS juS temp0raRy.if u d0n leT it takE 0veR u, iT w0nt. tRust me.
me? i'm d0in well.i THINK i am.. i'vE cum t0 teRms wiT wadeva ttS happeNed. mY eNtry 0f dec 30, itS haRd t0 leT g0. n0onE said itS g0n b easy. e pr0b b0ut mE is i held 0n t0 e mem0rieS. i juS caNt let it g0 lykE tT. cuz eveRytimE i cl0sE my eyeS,it all cumS back t0 me. s0 tell mE, d0eS anY1 hav a cuRe feR tis? pRetendin evrythiNs fiNe weN its nt. sigh. i'm smiliN behiNd all th0se teaRs. i am happY wiT my lifE n0w.. i d0 tiNgs which i luv d0in buT i'm haviN mixEd feeliNs. i'm full 0f j0y n laughteR weN i'm 0ut. caNt expreSs e eNj0ymeNt i'm haviN. buT l0nelineSs wil b a paRt 0f me. i culd 0nlY juS eNvy-ly staRe at th0se c0upleS s0 'in-luv'. i'm nT sayiN i waNna b iN a relati0nship, 0k0k,maYb. buT wiT e RIGHT peRs0n. itS fuN beiN siNgle.n itS fuN m0ckiN guyS 0r shall i saY, meN. buT wadS tT 'missiN tiNgy' in u qiE? luv iS a gamE. 0r is it? 0nlY g0d n0eS.
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Yesterday is but today's memory, and tomorrow is today's dream. - Kahlil Gibran
