into oblivion.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

my bl0g waS invadEd.
agaiN.
aftR hidiN iT feR s0 l0Ng, ppl hav madE theiR way heRe.
go0d.
cuz wadEva i wriTe is e tRuth.
a capric0rN d0esN lie.. deY'rE feR real..
i am.
n weN i saY i'm pisSed 0ff, i am.
evrythiN b0ut my lifE is writteN heRe..
s0 if uR freE enuf t0 read mY entRy till way bck iN sepT 05,
c0ngraTs.uR my tRue freN.
cuz n0ne 0f my freNs r so0o0o haRdw0rkiN t0 read evry siNgle eNtry,
excepT feR u.
gl0at all u waN n0w..
buT i'm to0 tirEd n lazy.
t0 b fighTin b0ut tiS stupid issuE..
i seEm t0 b c0llectiN enemieS al0ng e waY in tiS lifE.
co0l.cuz dey'Re ppl i leaRn my mistakeS fr0m.
buT wad i d0n geT it is tT,
READ MY 30 DEC ENTRY.
E LAST PART.NT B0UT HIM.
BUT B0UT 2005.
it reaDs:

"t0 th0se wh0 n0e mE n r readiN tiS,
4rm e b0tt0m 0f mY heaRt i waNna saY,
s0Rry if i eveR huRt u.
i waNna staRt new yeaR wit a nEw chapteR
s0 pls f0rgivE my wr0ngd0ingS.
i gaiNed n l0st maNy freNs al0ng e waY.
tReasuRe uRs."

it MEANS, GDBYE 2005,HELL0!!! 2006.
i juS d0n undeRstand y we caNt leavE e paSt behiNd n staRt afResh.
i d0n bitch b0ut 0theRs unleSs i'm beiN biTched b0ut.
i'm a faiR pers0n.
n i staNd up feR my freNs.
whetheR ritE/wr0ng.
s0 suE me?
leaRn t0 uNderstaNd n n0e me fiRst b4 u thr0w remarkS at me.
waS iT wr0ng feR me t0 luv sum1?
waS it wroNg t0 expRess my feeliNs?
waS it wr0ng t0 staNd up feR mY freNs?
waS iT wroNg t0 b talkativE?
0uTg0in?
cRazy?

accepT me feR wh0 i am.
N I HATE T0 B CALLED NAMES.
yEah, i hav buck t0oth s0 wad?
u g0n givE me $$ t0 paY feR braceS issiT?!
beautY lieS beneaTh.
i'm nT ugly. i waS b0rn tiS way. i am,wh0 i am.
insultiN me is juS lykE insultiN uR 0wn impeRfecti0nS!
s0 much feR beiN nice n makiN up t0 ya ppl.
mY inteNti0ns weRe nvR appreciaTed.
ppl chaNge. feR betteR/w0rsT
HE wh0 i tRustEd m0st, is nt e pers0n i 0ncE knew.
U ppl,havEn't chaNge 0ne biT.
uR 20 tiS yr.

welc0mE t0 A-D-U-L-T-H-O-0-D.timE t0 gRow up ppl!!!
*step 0n mY tail n i'll step 0n uRs

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