Tuesday, February 21, 2006
my h0r0sc0pe t0daE readS:h0w str0ng is uR c0nnecti0n t0 uR inneR truth?it is time to aSk uRself wad really matTerS in uR life,n push eveRythiN elsE aside. livE inTenselY n beautifullY.h0w t0 live beauTifullY weN u f0und 0ut e tRuth?weN uR guilTy feR causiN shiTs t0 happeaN?mY inneR tRuth iS i misS him.
*it's hard to tell ur mind to stop loving sumone when ur heart still does*c0uRtesY 0f paN.wad maTterS m0st is gettiN tingS t0 b e waY it waS.i'm g0N regrEt nt settliN all 0f tiS b4 gRaduati0n..lykE a real 19 yR 0ld.instEad 0f 'gdbYe' w/0 cleaRin e aiR.i n0e he aiNt g0n f0rgivE me..tt s0undS s0o0o familiar qiE.maYb if u SHUT UP n b leSs 0utg0iN,u wuldN hv cReated tiS meSs.i failEd t0 m0ve 0n.cuz i n0e i aiNt tryiN haRd enuf..0h g0d..h0w am i g0n facE him?h0w am i g0n eveN l0ok aT him?i feEl s0 ashamEd feR wad i did.i'm cRyin feR e mistakeS i madE..i'm numb buT i'm cRying..y d0es tiS alwaeS happeN t0 mE?i neEd stRengTh..i neEd time t0 cleaR my head..*sigh
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