Sunday, March 12, 2006
playiN 0n mY bl0g-pudaR bY r0sSa.playiN 0n mY c0mp- mistakeN bY savE ferriSfiRstlY, happY 1 yR anNiveRsaRy t0 syam&aiN!!sem0ga berkekalaN hingga naik ke pelamiN..iNsyaallah.heh. =)i w0kE up t0daE feeliN waayy much betteR.eveN weN e tRuth hitS me laSt nite.i realisEd i g0tteN e aNs i waS lo0kiN feR all tiS whilE.sh0ckiN.but i diN cRy. suRprisiNgly.chaNceS.i had em.n i to0k em.buT i'm 0nlY lefT wiT n0thiN buT f0ndesT mem0rieS n0w..which plaY lykE a film with0ut a s0und.aiNt tT bad aftR all..cuz i n0 l0ngeR feEl upsEt n0r mY heaRt feelS heavY..it feelS s0 liTe n peaceful..feelS lykE i'm beiN reb0rned. i hav n0 regRets. feR i n0e aT leasT i tRied.n th0 e tRuth huRts,[tel me which d0esN]i seE tiNgs in a wh0le new perspectivE.cuz i n0e, i've matuRed.n i'm pr0ud 0f mYself feR beiN tiS str0ng.0k peepS,tiS maY s0und gReek t0 all 0f u.buT i f0und mYself.i f0und e ME in mE.aiNt mY l0sS niwaeS *shRugs*
There's no joy without the pain
It's the pain that makes us strong
But sometimes it's just so hard to carry on
When you said that you don't care
When you say that you'll be there
Well, I wonder just how did things go so wrong
With everything we've had(Oh please tell me)
And you know it's just so sad
But who's to blame?
[Chorus:]
(I was mistaken)So who were you?
I thought I knew?
I guess I was mistaken
But I only wanted you(I was mistaken)
So say goodbye
Don't tell me why
I guess I was mistaken
I know I can't run to you again
Cuz' you would only run away
I guess there's nothing I can do to make you stay
You said that you would never leave
A lie you told and I believed
And now you want to go and throw this all away
So what is happening here?(Oh please tell me)
It's exactly as I feared
You're just the same, and
[Repeat Chorus]
As I blame myself again
Wondering what I did
You tell me that you still might care for me
You say you're just confused
But that's really no excuse
You don't get sympathy
Cuz' I don't need this mindtrip,
I must be myself
Must free myself from you
And all you put me through
[Repeat Chorus]
Cuz' I only wanted you
*gdbyE mY l0veR,gdbYe mY freN,u hav beEn e 0ne feR me* ........ N0T!!
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