Thursday, May 25, 2006
fiRstly, happY 15th bdaE t0
zahidaH a.k.a paN! ;)
maY all uR wisheS n dreamS cum tRue n b bleSsed alwaeS..
i duN noe wad elSe t0 do.. i'vE draiNed mY eneRgY..
[runniN feR 1.5km n gettiN firsT iN my dreamS]
i w0kE up feeliN lethaRgic n l0st..
wth is mY dream tRyna tel me?
i feEl suckY..esp in daNce.. i feEl i'm gettiN w0rsT..
i dun n0e weR mY eneRgy weNt.. mayb itS e agE..
sigh.. i'm lykE l0siN t0uch.. i luv mY passi0n
buT i'm sl0wlY driftiN away...
i wiSh i kNew weR all tis weNt wr0ng buT,
i'vE neveR 0nce gavE up 0n uS..
i misS h0w pracs uSed t0 be..
buT changes in evry1 jus seEm t0 make mattErs w0rst..
beiN e eldeSt, i tRy t0 makE evry1 seE wad dey'Re heRe feR..
giviN em enc0uragemeNts,breakiN 0f 'fites', tRyna make tiNgs a wh0le lot betteR..
i duN caRe if i'm nt beiN appreciaTed..
buT i h0pe tT e tingS i d0 aRe beiN appreciaTed..
its feR e gd 0f e cRew..
lykE i said b4, we havTo put all 0ur probs asidE,
b iT personal or n0t,letS strivE haRd t0getha..
e c0mp is neaRin.. n i, am paNickiN..
lotsa tiNgs r nt d0ne yeT.. i'm neRvous yeT w0rried..
cuz tis, wil b s'fuNks s0-callEd 'beiN b0rn' agaiN..
i waNna seE us g0in faR..
buT wit all e tiNgs tts g0in on iN e cRew itself,
itS haRd.. s0 wad if we'Re b0nded?
we stil juS dun c0ordiNate..
if every1 trieS t0 w0rk hard or t0ne d0wn a lil,
t0 maTch each 0f 0ur 'eNergy', i'm suRE tiNgs wud b betteR..
seri0uslY i'm clueleSs..
i dun n0e h0w elsE t0 help US. h0piN w0nt get uS anYwer..
haRd w0rk is all we caN push feR..
luck cumS lateR weN we'Re fullY readY..
i haTe t0 b lo0k d0wN up0n..
n weN i say tT
WE CAN D0 IT,
meanS we caN..
i n0e u guyS waNna pr0vE to ppl out dEr tt we caN do it..
s0 d0 i.. buT if we dun puT 0ur differeNces asidE 0r simply 'give up',
it w0nt geT us veRy faR..
wil u guyS takE my haNd n d0 tiS togetha?
timE isNt on ouR sidE..
if we dun makE full usE 0f it,
e mthS 0f practiceS wuld b useleSs..
i luv each n eveRy1 0f u..
so plS..
prac aT h0me, chEck uR lineS, facial expressi0n n eneRgy..
if u guyS jus help plaY tis paRt, duriN prac wil b a wh0le lot easieR..
we caN jus c0nceNtrate 0n co-0rdination n techniquE..
i am, buT a sum1 wh0 isnt 'up-t0-staNdaRd' yeT in daNce..
if i'm williN t0 givE a sh0t n tRy my besT t0 help,
i h0pe u guyS wil to0.
neveR givE up.
Y12:17 PM
