Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i wish i kNew...h0w'd u n0e weN much iS to0 much?i uSed t0 b in th0se shoeS..weR i tiNk to0o0o much..n iT d0esN d0 mE any go0d..cuz i geT paran0id easilYn jeal0usY reignS supremE..try as i mighT t0 contr0l th0se feeliNs,i culdn st0p em.. cuz i simplY jus tiNk to0 much.i wiSh i culd studYhumaN psych0logY 0r sumthiN..s0 i noe wad exactlYis happeniN in one'S mind..buT deN agaiN,i am n0thiN buT a 'wishful-thiNkeR'i suRe d0 noe mY limiTs..n wad life'S taughT me until tiS veRy daY..it waS thaNx t0 my life'S j0urneY,tT i chaNged my thiNkin,percepti0ns iN lifE n tRyna b a'betteR pers0n'i n0e i'vE matuRed in terms 0f tiNkin..n h0w i lo0k aT tiNgs..buT i n0e tT d0esn simplY makEME a 'betteR pers0n'.0k0k, i n0e u guyS g0in wha?!i stil d0 g0 arNd bitchiN..n cuTtiN my wrist,tinkiN it'll help s0lvE pr0bs..d0es tT makE me sum1 betteR?i gueSs n0t..n0oneS perfecT..tts wad i leaRnt e haRsh waY..wh0 said lifE aiNt beautiful?its iRonic.. cuz uR stil heRe,breathiN in 'life' each daY..while der'Re 0theRssufferiN w0rst fatE den u r..if 0nlY we humaNs can givE in n takE..iT wuld b a betteR place w0nt it?saY thnx weN u receivE c0mplimeNts,d0n cRy 0r geT jeal0uS wen u d0n..ask weN n0t surE,n tel weN uR readY t0 makE tings betteR..we all d0 hav 0uR 0wn pridE,feeliNs n chaRacteRs/pers0nalitieS..if 0nlY all 0f uS to0k timE t0 get-t0-know each 0theR betteR tT waY,we'll n0e h0wto 'caRe' feR tT pers0n..we'Re all s0 full 0f 0urselvEs,tts y we'Re to0 bliNd t0 seE/ puT 0ursleveS in 0theRs sh0es..i'vE camE t0 a stagE weR i believE pr0bs cN b s0lvEd..its a matteR 0f whetheR u waN t0 or n0t..every1 has t0 makE ch0icEs in lifE..b iT go0d 0r bad..i d0 drifT awaY at timeS..usuallY cuz i havt0dividE myself btwN l0ts 0f freNs..buT cum t0 tiNk 0f it agaiN.. i d0n..lykE i said circumstaNceSmake ppl chaNge..n eveN w/o u n0ticiN it, ppl mighT say u chaNged..iTs h0w well u takE iN th0se criticiSms n makiN iT int0 sumthiN pr0ductivE feR u.aSk em weR u weNt wr0ng..n dun juS st0p dEr..w0rk t0wardS beiN a betteR fren/pers0n..itS all iN uR handS..i haTe it weN i'm nT giveN e chaNce t0 explaiN..s0 weN i d0, plS heaR it..i mighT n0t b uR besT listeniN eaR..buT i'm a freN wh0'll staY by u..buT i caN 0nlY help weN u help urselveS firsT..pull me bck weN i staRt driftiN awaY..ttS uR j0b.. [shan,u n0e, i n0e ;)]U, is univeRsal..feR th0se readiN mY entrieS, i heaRt u all..paY iT f0rward.. tel uR frenS uR der feR em to0 aighT..beiN beautiful 0n e 0utsidE aiNt eNuf..0ne haS t0 b beautiful insidE n 0ut..it iSnt juS b0ut e lo0ks..itS uR heaRt tt'll shinE ab0vE all..leaRn t0 luv,leaRn t0 fall..leaRn everythiN tt u neEdto..ttS wad we'Re heRe fer.duNia iNi uTk semeNtara sahaja.....-takE mY haNd n neveR let me g0.
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