Tuesday, July 04, 2006
huRt, m0meNtarilY. scaRs, tt'll takE timE t0 heal.i'vE beEn veRy bitchY tiS fEw dayS..
basicallY itS due t0 PMS n mY patieNce is filled t0 e brim..
i juS hadTa leT it 0ut..
i'm tiRed beiN p0inTed aS
EVERYTHIN iS
MY faulT.
i haTe tt. seri0uslY.
i waS tryNa makE tings betteR.
buT deY jus d0n appreciaTe u 0r noe u well enuf tT u meaNt well.
instEad, u g0t screamEd aT 0r p0inted aT feR e mistakeS u din do.
i'm huRt. [lyke aNy1 wuld caRe]
i cRied l0udlY,scReamin in public.[lykE U wud caRe]
i'm l0siN my miNd. everythiNs beEn a meSs.
familY,daNce,freNs.
if
U had to0k timE t0 realisE tt
I AM haviN
BIGGER pr0bs iNstead 0f
U,
U shud hav caRed feR ME instead 0f e 0theR way r0und.
siNce weN hav i n0t beeN deR feR
U?
i'm heRe, beeN heRe, alwaeS heRe.
buT
U juS still d0n undeRstand me.
weN i'm pisSed, pls jus feR 0nce leT me bE selfisH.
i'm nT askiN feR much.
i'vE beeN giviN in to0o0o0o much tt iS y
U tiNk its fuN t0 step 0n mY head.
well, uR wr0ng.
i hav
FEELINS to0.
s0 pls, rem tT.
if uR insinceRe, d0n botheR TRY d0in tiNgs t0 makE me happY.
cuz i caN seE thru iT.
iNstead,tRy haRdeR.
i'm nt e materialisTic s0rt,
so d0n equatE me wiT tings/m0neY.
wad i waN is a siNcerE freNship.
LEARN t0 accepT my faulTs.
n learn t0 saY
S0RRY.
beiN h0t-headEd/stubborn wont get u niweR.
hav
U feR 0nce saT dwn n tiNk if uR pr0bs had staRted wiT
U urself?
i'vE beeN thru tt n tRust me i leaRnt it e haRd way.
d0n pin-p0inT aT 0theRs/me.
e simplesT tiNg
U can d0 is 0wn up n saY s0rry.
i, feR sure will welcum u bck wiT aRms widE 0peN.
i suRe d0 misS h0w life uSed t0 b.
buT i canT tuRn bck timE.
cuz a jeRk, stayS a jeRk.
dumbasS-es staYs aS dumb-asSes. [takE n0te pls]
i'vE m0ved on.
buT i gueSs i m0vEd on t0o faR.
tts y
U cudN caTch up wiT mE.
wad'S writteN heRe, staYs heRe.
i'm juS lettiN 0ut wadS on mY mind basEd on mY b0ttled n pisSed feeliNs.
U, iS universal.
maYb i shud keEp 0n stickiN wiT keEpin everythiN t0 myself.
gosh, I S0 NEED U HERE WIT ME.
mem0rieS tT lefT me c0ld. secRetS tT weRe nvR t0ld.
Y12:53 PM
