Friday, October 06, 2006
*a ship iN harb0ur iS safE, bT tt'S nt wad ship'S r built feR*in e pr0cesS 0f fiNdin uRself, u teNd t0 f0rget wh0 u reallY weRe.
u teNd to drift away s0 faar tt it to0k u s0 l0ng t0 realise u'd beEn l0ng g0ne.
hav u feR 0nce TRIED t0 be unselfiSh, REALLY puttiN uR sh0es int0 ur frens',
h0w badly deY weRe tRyna grab n pull u bck t0 realiTy?
its nT tt deY din caRe. deY did. buT u jus caNt seEm t0 fullY 0peN uR eyeS t0 seE wad dey'vE d0ne 0r wad dey'vE beeN tRyna d0.
s0 u blamE dem w/o listeniN t0 theiR explanati0n.
i n0e evry1 has theiR 0wn em0ti0nal yet sensitivE side..
i'vE beeN thru tT b4.. in my previ0us p0st fEw mths bck.
buT wad i weNt thru is definatelY waay diff deN wad UR g0in thRu.
i admiT i waS beiN selfish deN, but i diN huRt any1 in tt pr0ceSs.
facT is, i waS e 0ne wh0 got huRt iNstead.
a simplE remaRk can jus briNg uR wh0le eg0 dwn.
iTs jus nt faiR tT nw itS cumiN bck t0 uS.
feR e
wr0ng reas0ns.
i'd advicE u t0 tiNk b4 u speak uR mind.
tiNk weR we weRe deN & nw.
tRyiN aint enuf, tRy haRdeR.
tiS wh0le freNship isSue is drainiN me. tel iT t0 my facE if im iN e wr0ng.
aS dayS seem t0 paSs by,
im
w0rryiN b0ut e 'wad if's'..
iTs a scaRy shiT tot jus tiNkin b0ut iT.
i caN stil nj0y lifE weN e paiNful auRa is ar0und.
its as if 'everythiN wil b fiNe
lah'
buT wh0 can predicT life n deaTh?
haNya tuhaN saja yg biSa tau.
im s0 nt pRepared feR e w0rst.iNsyaAllah, i h0pe everythiN wil turn 0ut fiNe. =(
i misS syam 0readY.
hEck, g0n misS his j0keS n all..
tc in camp!
bTw, e hazE is gettiN bad by daY n f0ggY by niTe
*c0ughs*
Y9:54 PM
