Wednesday, October 04, 2006
t0 call mY 0wN.im disapp0intEd.
buT eveN if i saY wh0,wad,weR,weN,wHy,
iT w0nt makE a diff.
cuz we'll eNd up pickiN e br0keN pieceS which'll causE scaRs,
tt'll takE timE t0 heal.
d0 we humaNs alwaeS havta b ign0raNt?
waiTin feR sum1 t0 givE us a realitY check?
wad if n01 b0theRed n u keEp falliN deepEr int0 e piT?
y caNt we realiSe hw faR we'vE driftEd insTead 0f depeNdin 0n 0theRs?
i n0e i alwaeS said pull mE bck weN i drift awaY.
buT s0 faR, i'vE beeN keepiN up wiT mYself.
dividiN my timE btwN fRens.
iTs nt tT haRd actually. well maYb nt yeT.
buT i'vE beEn c0piN wiT w0rk n stil hav timE t0 spliT btwn my cliquE 0f freNs.
im nT c0mplaiNin. its juS,
*sigh*im tiRed. resTlesS,rimaS, THE w0rks.
y w0nT tingS jus fall int0 placE nicelY?
i haTe tis jeal0usY tts begiNin t0 risE in mE.
i still neEdta n0e wad exacTly im lo0kiN feR.
weNta caTch
JTMD 0n sun deN buka aT sakuRa.
yesT weNt buka aT beach rd deN geylaNg afTr tt
t0 'celEb' syam's g0in t0 camp.
take caRe br0..we'll misS u.
-if 0nlY i cud seE hw deEp a fuel oil taNk g0es,
i cud hidE in iT n d0n cum 0uT eveR s0 i w0nt neEd t0 keEp falliN n bruisiN.
[deN agaiN, naNti jadi 0rg miNyak] heh.
Y8:24 PM
