Monday, November 26, 2007
...cuz i noe u wont be der to catch me wen i fall."jus to b around u is a blessing"
it definitely is.
tts y im keepin my mouth sealed.
cuz im nt ready to face reality.
[despite havin tis huge cut in my heart]
everytime we sit & chat,
e look in ur eyes, time jus stops rite der & den.
i l0ve hearin u speak. tellin bout ur life, ur probs & ur funny jokes.
its like we've kn0wn each other forever..
im hearing wad u say but i jus cant make a sound.u noe, all tis wil soon cum to an end.
mayb nt nw..
but sumwer dwn e road.
e moment e lovely card gets onto e palm of my hands,
i gotta say gdbye.
its hard i havta stop myself from fallin deeper fer him.
he's lyke e supp0sedly Mr McSweetDreams.
e unexpected who did tings tt make sense & makes my presence worthwhile.
since a yr ag0, til now..
its bn a rough emoti0nal roller coaster ride.
9days w/0 u in dec, hw wil i survive sia.. *p0uts*
i wish, i wish, i wish.
my 21 bdae wish.
wishy,wish,wash.
god, ans my prayers jus tis once.
PLEASE.
Y10:40 PM
