Tuesday, January 01, 2008
hav i l0st my mind?
& as we all bid farewell t0 2007,
im stil stuck in e m0ment i cnt get out of.
as i watched e fiReworks last niTe, i fillEd each burst of 'star' wit wishes, hopes & dreams.
i've stayed tis str0ng but yet i noe im weak inSide.
hearing e song hero tts playiN on my f'ster nw,
sh0ws how h0pelessly r0manTic i am.
i was happy.
d0in tiNgs i l0ve e m0st..
but yeT sumthins missing.
07 waS a yr i hadTa fiNd & fit in pcs to tis big jigsaw puzzlE i call lifE.
its pr0lly cuz i was h0piN to0 much.
pr0lly demaNdin fer anS i waS unsuRe 0f yeT i din hav e c0urage t0 qn.
i am c0nteNted to b arNd u.
& i
THANK YOU feR tis lasT 3/4 0f e yR.
it haS been e m0st mem0rablE.
sadlY, i am jus but a freN to u.
th0se cariNg words, the name calling, weRe all rans0m n0tes falliN out ur m0uth.
cuz u noe i'll alwaEs b heRe fer u.
takiN me feR graNted to the exteNd u knEw hw much i badly wantEd t0 celEb my bdae wit u but u cudn b der.
sayin s0rry cnt changE & mend tis br0keN heaRt of mine.
i n0e i'll keEp runnin bck to u. keEp makin e same miStakes.
cuz u'll pick mE up weR u let me fall & take me s0 high deN dr0p me again.
y r U makin tis s0 hard?!
thaNk u my freNs fer e warm bdaE wisheS & presiEs
[th0 i was h0pin a lil sumthin xtRa frm th0se who REALLY matteRed]
but itS 0k.
cl0sin e do0r of 07,
im openiN e do0r to a gaRden tts waitiN fer me t0 dec0rate in 08.
hav a blesSed yr ya'll.
u n0e i love ya.
HAPPY NEW YR.
ps: congraTs x's funk. we mighT hav slippEd in our positioniN but yet, we ought to b conteNted wit wad we got. may we all blo0m int0 better individualS & dancErs. =)
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