"U can close ur eyes to tings tt u dun wanna see but u cnt close ur heart to the tings u dun wanna feel sumwer.. der's sum1 who dreams of ur smile.. sumer.. der's sum1 who finds ur presence meaningful.. sumwer.. der's sum1 who's tinkin bout u & misses u.. =) really.. der's sum1 out der.. gd nitez.."
thaNk YOU. iT meaNs al0t to me. even if iT din cum from HIM, stil, U made my day.
...deN deR was tiS dream feR e upteenth time. iT felt s0 real my heaRt cringEd in paiN each timE. diff senari0s, diff placE but same ppl. u,me,her. im staRtin t0 wonder if iTs g0d's way t0 tel me sumthiN. but weN i wake up each timE, i pRay fer a betteR day.. & realiTy surpassEs eveRy dReam. thru nuff, e opp happEns. he'S der. alwaEs der. & i juS cnt push 0r run awaY frm e man. [its lykE as if he heaRs my t0ts,feeliNs & prayeRs to god]
habis maniS, sepah dibuaNg.
...& theRe is this nighTmare, mY m0st feaRful nightmaRe is here t0 sTay. im n0t w0rriEd bout e fuTure, buT im scaRed of tiS peri0d of unceRtainty. s0 much so i, need-u-here-wit-me. to c0mfort me, t0 hug mE tite, buT ur s0 neaR yeT s0 far. i caN only hav e eaRs & shouldeRs of th0se who l0ve mE m0re thaN i l0ve mySelf feR nw. thNk u peEps.
vivo,fig&olive,theleapyears,ps thaNk u. i l0ve u ma =)
beliEve.
Y8:20 PM
skyward
Yesterday is but today's memory, and tomorrow is today's dream. - Kahlil Gibran
