Friday, June 27, 2008
unknown.
i cnt have e best of both worlds.
either i stay, learn to let g0 or jus sit here & do nothin.
movin on? yes i am.
try? wait. i AM tryin.
yet im merely satisfied wit myself.
its fustratin nt noein wad u wan/need.
sum1 told me, "the more u keep sayin u cnt have him, u WONT have him".
truth is, i seriously cnt see e both of us endin up togetha.
nt tt i dun wanna try. im scared.
cuz i noe wer i stand.
i was told Scorpios remain true to e one dey love.
& im in no position to fight fer u. cuz im weak.
tis heart tt was yearnin fer u, has slowly began to lose its feel.
perhaps its cuz ive met sum1 new.
not tt he's better than u or anythin,
its pr0lly cuz im usin my head den my heart now.
i was blinded by e torch u carried fer me.
grateful to a point i began comparing.
so much so, its gettin to me.
unfair's e word.
we, women, r nvr satisfied wit
wad we hav do we?
i miss u my fren. yes i do.
but i hav him now.
its nw a 180deg turn.
point of focus no longer at u Mr Z.
im jus brainwashed at e lovely tots of u.
help me Mr Tigger.
assist me in makin another 180deg.
complete my 360deg pls.
i cnt do tis alone.
sumwer in btwn e lines of tis post,
i found my ans.
or haven i?
Y9:22 PM
