Saturday, August 16, 2008
He was good-looking with a stuck up attitude that not many can bear. But beneath all those ego, lies sincerity and somewhat sadness in his eyes. And i only saw that. I was captivated by his smile and the way he forgets about the world and do what he does best. He was different and definitely, special.I have this thing for challenging men, and he was one helluva challenge. He tested my patience in every possible way and only GOD knows how i almost gave up and quit the team. And so i said it again " he's the one" without knowing what it really means. It can't be possible, because we are TWO whole worlds APART...in almost EVERYTHING. It was very painful because he was such a difficult person to work with and i try so hard to forget him, only to get binded closer. Probably you think it is just 'normal' and i will 'get by' this, again. It's just plain crush/infatuation/liking/admiration. What's love got to do with it?It's probably not even anywhere NEAR love. But i definitely want to get very NEAR him.ignorin MSN,no calls, unreplied msgs.
hw u easily forget,
& hw im holdin on to nothin.
e gaps in btwn time?
are spent tinkin of u.
i miss u holdin my hand, walkin me hme & kissin my forehead.
Y1:02 AM
