Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Taio Cruz - I'll never love again
was the song on repeat mode durin my flight bck to Sg from Paris.
& it stil is.
im sorry i failed to see hw good u were to me. hw u actually did
try.
but all i saw was ur flaws.
sumthin i shudn hav taken fer granted.
i rem those times u were practically 'forced' to mit me.
to pick me up frm wereva i was.
hav our outings den rush to ur plc to pack ur stuff den head bck to Jurong jus to walk me to my doorstep & go bck to stn fer ur duty calls e nex day. servin the nation, savin lives.
tt day wen u decided to suprise me by goin all e way to e eastside jus to pick me up aftr cumin bck from my trip.
the countless sending me home w/o havin a bike/car.
who wud b in e right mind to do all tt fer me?!
abide by my female hormonic rantings, needs & wants??
only u, sweetheart. only u.
all i wanted was nt havin to make e effort all e time.
but u culdn give me ur time or effort.
[duh qie, he's stil young, fresh & in NS. cant expect much waad!]
i noe i was a pain in the ass. & i'd lost u in e process as a matter of fact.
i realised it was freakin tirin fer u to keep up wit me den.
nw tt we're bck ok,
ur so near yet so far...
e best part is, u forgot my birth date.
sadded pe.
daym, boy.
jus so u noe, tis tiny heart of mine still beats fer u.
sigh. if only u knew...
[maaf eh ppl. avenue to release tension cuz exams r cumin. so must emo2 abit. lol]
Y4:17 PM
