Saturday, December 03, 2011
im here after my last posting on 11 Jan tis yr.
i have alot to say tt twitter doesn allow me to.
n while typing tis, tears are streaming down my face non stop.
hav u ever dated a guy, fell in love wit him n eventually realised tt he's e one fer u?
u dun noe hw or why but u jus, knew.
n nt like i can make e whole world understand hw i feel but i felt tt fer, you.
until we fought alot, said nasty tings to each other, made mistakes, did tings n escalated to e point i can no longer see a future togetha. its now nothin but a blur.
maybe its too early to decide wad i shud/shud nt do,
aftr wad happened last nite n e text msg u sent me tis morn,
i guess its gon take me a long time to get my tots sorted out.
i dun even noe who i am myself anymore.
n its scary cuz i used to noe wad i want n i will fight for e wrong done n never stop til achieving my goals.
Thaqifah, where art thou?
Y4:32 PM
